Okay call me an an awkward fucking pussy.

Cuz that is apparently what I am. The non-confrontational person that I am would rather avoid the awful tension rather than initiate the screaming and yelling. I’m scared and I feel weird but the love runs deep so I’m Woman enough to admit (on Tmumblr.) that I’m running from the confrontation cuz it makes my limbs shake physically and sweat breaks out and Rage trembles though me and all I want to do is puke and cry and hide. Not because of guilt - but of the awful thought of having a verbal fight in order to clear the air.

Okay call me an an awkward fucking pussy.

Cuz that is apparently what I am. The non-confrontational person that I am would rather avoid the awful tension rather than initiate the screaming and yelling. I’m scared and I feel weird but the love runs deep so I’m Woman enough to admit (on Tmumblr.) that I’m running from the confrontation cuz it makes my limbs shake physically and sweat breaks out and Rage trembles though me and all I want to do is puke and cry and hide. Not because of guilt - but of the awful thought of having a verbal fight in order to clear the air.

Posted 9 months ago & Filed under shame, 3 notes

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  1. grapples said: I feel your pain.
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